Well the next night I brought it up and told her that since she had mentioned it I couldn’t get the thought out of my mind. Now the funny thing is even though I had never thought of it before now it was stuck in my mind you know how someone mentions a song and then you can’t get it out of your head. You see she has a fake ID which is how we got the liquor for new year’s but there was no way I could pass for 21 even with a fake id. She smiled at me and told me I would make a passible girl which no male really wants to hear but before I could say anything she just told me to forget it as she was just thinking about getting into clubs to go dancing. I said no as I really had never thought about it even though in high school I got called a girl a lot. A couple nights later we were talking at dinner and Jill brought that night up and asked me if I had ever thought about dressing as a girl which caught me off guard. In the morning when we woke up somehow I was wearing her nightie and she had on my pajamas. We talked for a couple hours that night till we both stumbled to bed, I am not sure if I was helping her or she helped me but somehow we made it to the bed. I felt better as she actually did like me for me. She told me that for a while she thought she was strange that way. She looked at me and said I hope you don’t take this wrong or think bad of me but she did not find tall strong men attractive and she hated body hair or facial hair on men. As soon as I asked it I regretted it I mean why risk it and point it out to her. It was New Year’s night and we had had way too much to drink and after midnight we got talking and I don’t know why I asked her why she wanted to be with a guy as small as me one people mistook for her little brother. At Christmas we started talking and to save money we decided I should move into her apartment as it was a little bigger than mine and closer to school. She didn’t seem to even notice my size and we became friend and soon we were dating which was a little hard as I was an inch shorter than her and more than once people mistook me for her little brother. I am not even sure why but she sat down across from me in the library one day and soon we were talking. It was the start of my last year that I met Jill, she was a beautiful girl, long blonde hair, 5’6” tall and looked like a model. I led a lonely life as it seemed all the girls wanted the tall, strong, athletic guys. I did 2 years of community college before transferring to a 4 year college. High School was hard but I made it through, imagine being a boy that was smaller than half the girls in the school. So when I started 10 grade I started going by my middle name James as with my size I didn’t want a name that could be male or female. By the time I started 10 grade I still looked like I was 12 years old, no body hair, and no facial hair it was hard growing up.
By the time I in the 6 grade I was as tall as I was going to get, 5’5” tall and puberty never really hit me. By Elizabeth James My name is Kelly well actually it is Kelly James Johnson which wouldn’t normally be bad accept for my size.
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